Glass Ceiling

i like beautiful things. i like quality.

i get scared sometimes.
…a great idea crosses my path.

it. is. amazing.

it’s astonishing. it’s gunna save the world.
then i judge myself.
i deliberately kill my brain child.

but what is on the OTHER side?

what if i didn’t judge myself? what if I just let my idea live?

what if… what if I were to breath-in life to my idea then breath-out out judgement.

i don’t know everything, i really don’t know much at all…really.

i just feel gross and dirty with all the piles and upon piles of dead ideas inside of me…

i don’t wanna be the place where ideas go to die.
i’m just so scared…but, really, i have no idea what I’m even scared of?!
is it failure? no. no no. no… with each idea that i put into action. with each idea that i manifest a huge weight feels like it is being expunged out of me.

it. feels. good.

so. then it IS success!
why. why. why? won’t i let myself feel so good?

HOW DO I BREAK THROUGH THIS CEILING?

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Good Wolf, Bad Wolf

Ultimately you have control over what you continue to think.

Once you become aware of your thoughts, what do you chose to feed?

All of those negative thoughts, the ones that make you feel yuck.
Those are the ones you’re trying to feed?

But why?

Once you become aware of your negative thoughts why do you continue to feed them.
Do you WANT them to get bigger?
Why are you giving them all the power?

You are what you continue to think.

Nobody is forcing you to continue to think that —you’re doing it all by yourself.

Once you perceive the negative though you have the power to change it.

Don’t spread those thoughts onto other people… don’t be like, here, hear this 💩, let me just smear it all over your being.

Sure, we can “vent” to friends; it’s super helpful to talk things out. BUT. When does venting become your go-to conversation?

When does “venting” become the only thing you talk about.

Are you even aware of what you’re talking about?

Do you know what you are perpetuating in your world…

You are what you speak.

The worst is when you speak ill of others… don’t you know that you have the power to form the perception of others?

If you talk 💩 about one person, and you “hate” that person and you spread all of your hate (in forms of words) upon everyone else… what do you think that will do? And, most importantly how does that affect you.

We are constantly creating our world around us.

Why then spread so much 💩.

Do you ever plan to clean it up?

You are what you speak. Clean your Self.
Your thoughts continuously form your being, and your world.

What are you continuously thinking?

Do you choose to feed it? If so, why?

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Be real.

When you’re fake, you’re only fake with yourself.

When you lie, you only lie to yourself.

When you’re angry at someone, it’s only you that hurts.

Be genuine.

Be real.

Speak, and live, YOUR truth.

How do you know what your truth is?

Let me tell you, it’s NOT what your friends or family tell you. It’s not what some book, or counselor, or Oprah tells you —because they are not inside of you.

They are not you.

They’ve never been you.Tthey will never be you. So on YOU can find YOUR own truth.

When you live your truth you get to live in harmony with your SELF. In harmony with the World.

It just takes YOU.

Take the challenge.

It is time.

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i’ll be me and you be you

I don’t want to impress you… I just want to be me. And, maybe..hopefully…perhaps inspire you —in some way— to fully be YOU💗

I love you.

I see how beautiful you are and I am honored to cross paths with you; for us to share a bit of our journey through, this vast and thrilling world, with eachother.

…I’m at a loss for words but it’s the truth: I love you and I am honored to share this existence with you.

Namaste🙏

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Glass Ceiling

Is anybody else ever like, “woah I’m so happy & things are going great… hmm, maybe that’s enough happiness & things going great for me —maybe it’s time to bring my happiness DOWN a little bit, or a lot…” 🤔

Does anybody else have a “glass ceiling” …does anybody else have times when things are going great then suddenly you get sick; or things are going great then suddenly you get a parking ticket; or things are going great but then you get in an argument with someone..

Is it possibly to just accept things and not get bothered, or “brought down” by random details.

Is it possible to live harmoniously (in peace) within your being… forever, always, for the rest of life🤔

Can I accept all the goodness? Can I embrace Harmony and all of the beauty that is all around me. Can I accept this miracle that we call life?

Thunderstorms are not any less beautiful than clear, sunny-blue days with big, white puffy clouds in the sky. I’ve heard people complain about both.

So how can we ADMIRE and RESPECT both… and for how long???

Can the rest of my life be ever increasingly beautiful, or will I continue to bring myself down, to find reasons to hide, to complain…to NOT live life to the fullest.

Is feeling Full Pain any better than being fully happy, content with this existence —with this world I am continuously helping to create.

I’ve met so many people, and so many seeds were planted in me… and I know I’ve planted seeds in others as well. But what, WHAT will grow out of all of this and that🤔

Is a lush garden possible? And for how long….

🤷‍

Namaste

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We are companionate creatures.

🙋i started college because my parents told me (alllllllll my life) that I had to go to college.

I stayed in college (like forever) because I love learning. I love discovery. I love the intellectual challenge.

College  was a safe and creative way to spend most of my twenties.

Throughout my experience, I got to see a lot of people (myself included) go through the motions. Just one more test. Just one more class.

WHERE’S THE PASSION???

I really think that college just produces a mental habit in people, the habit of “just” tolerating things, until…

Until graduation?! Until they are over.
Then what?

That feeling that was practiced over, and over, and over, and over again for at-least four years doesn’t just magically go away once you’re done with everything.

A diploma doesn’t automatically drain out all that stress and anxiety and “just get through it” attitude.

No wonder people are over-stressed, they go to school to practice feeling that feeling.

The purpose of college is to get a job…

Well what do you wanna do? What do you like to do? Better yet what did you love doing when you were a kid🤔
How can you expand on that?
How can you continuously continue to grow?

College is not the only time one has to learn. Graduation doesn’t mean you have to stop learning, to just do what your job tells you.

Why do ANYTHING if not out of willingness and joy🤷‍♀️
We only have this ONE life.
If you don’t like something change it. To change it you have to do something different. If you don’t like someone just don’t talk to them. Never talk bad about them. When you speak ill of someone you’re only pointing fingers at YOU.
We are all mirrors.

STOP THE CYCLE.

If you don’t like what you do, stop doing it! Don’t complain about your job over, and over, and over, and over again —what a headache!

Solution based talking and thinking.

We are companionate creatures.

Yawning is not the only thing that gets passed on subconsciously.

The things we hear. The things we see. It’s all constantly affecting us.
EVERYTHING has an effect! What your friends, family, clients say. The type of music you listening to. The TV you watch. Movies. EVERYTHING.

The learning never stops. Whether it’s Active or Conscious learning that’s up to you…

What kind of ideas are you picking up. Are they coming out of your head, or your heart.

You’re not done.
Keep going.
📚📈📰📓📑

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